My Voices Whisper

2005-07-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

la lang.... kc ano... depressed lang kc eh... hehehe!!!!!!!!! pano, di ako satisfied. im really disapppointed and full of regrets... taz... ewan!!! buti maraming nagmamahal?!!! hehehe!!! cge.......

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2005-05-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

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I don't know who you are

Your anonimity makes your identity oblivious

And so I ponder each day on your enigmatic realm

Who says he/she loves me though Im not sure

if its fraud or real

Candle in Darkness

2005-05-09T20:50:00.000-07:00

Candle in Darkness

The shimmering glow of the candlelight

burned in fury of solitude

Its flame trying to overcome darkness

Flickers every tick-tock of time

And as the hour flies through the centuries

The candle begins too weep

While starting to bow to its rooted feet

Will the candlelight still burst forth light?

Or it will flicker and die to its wick?

Karma by Alicia Keys

2005-05-09T20:42:00.000-07:00

Para sa mga naggagago.. hehehe!!! tinamaan ka ba?

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore

And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door

And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me

And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave

Now you're Talking bout a family

Now you're saying I complete your dreamsOh

Now you're sayin I'm your everything

You're confusing me

What you saying to me, don't play wit me, don't play wit me

Cause....

[Chorus:]What goes around comes around

What goes up must come down

Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me

What goes around comes around

What goes up must come down

Now who's cryin, desirin', to come back

I remember when I was sittin home alone

Waitin for you til 3 o'clock in the 'morn

And when you came home you'd always have some sorry excuse

Half explaining to me like I'm just some kind of a fool

I sacrificed the things I wanted just to do things for you

But when it's time to do for me

You never come thru

Now you wanna be up under me

Now you have so much to say to me

Now you wanna make time for me

Whatcha doin to me,

you're confusin me

Don't play with me don't play with me

cause

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

I remember when I was sittin home alone

Waitin for you till 3 o'clock in the 'morn

Night after night knowing something goin on

Wasn't long before I be gone

Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me

Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me

And never do what you're supposed to do

No need to approach me fool,

cuz I'm over you

[Repeat Chorus]

Gotta stop trying to come back to me

[Repeat Chorus]

It's called Karma baby and it goes around

mga songs na alang kwenta......

2005-04-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

CORNY NOH? kaya lang ala ko magagawa kc related sa akin eh! hehehe!!! basahin niyo, yan mismo ang nangyari sa akin...

You say that you've always been true

Looking in your eyes I see you lie

You're trying hard to hide that

There's someone new you found and

You want me to believe that you still care

REFRAIN:How can you hurt me this wayEverything I knew was loving you

How could you try pretending

Your love was never ending

Now you can't even say that you will stay

CHORUS:How, how could you say you love me

When you will go and leave me

How could you make me hurt so bad

When I have loved you more than anyone can do

Can't believe the pain

That I'm feeling now because of loving you

(REPEAT REFRAIN & CHORUS)

BRIDGE: I can't seem to understand

How can love be so unkind

Still you broke my heart despite what I've done

Still my love was not enough

Though I've given you my allI can take it anymore

(REPEAT CHORUS

eto naman ung unang song na kinanta niya sa akin.... hehehe!!!! naalala ko patago ko pa sinagot ung cell phone ko kc baka marinig ako ng aking... teeeeeeeeetttt!!!!!!!!

ONCE IN A LIFETIME

Music and Lyrics: Top Suzara

When thinkin' bout you baby

And I don't know what to do,

All I think about is you

Seems everythin' around me,

Things are never understood,

The only sense when I'm with you

Oh I've heard it all before

Finding so called love,

Then you leave it behind,

But now I feel so sure,

I listen to my heart this time,

So I lay it on the line..

Chorus I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime

And I know there's no way out, Cause it's once in a lifetime.

I've always been so lonely,

No one ever needed a home,

There were nights was just so cold

Oh don't get me wrong I've been around,

And I resign myself to thinkin',

Just another start often told,

Oh I've heard it all before

Finding so called love,

Then you leave it behind,

But now I feel so sure,

I listen to my heart this time

With my heart before my mind I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime

And I know there's no way out,

Cause It's once In a lifetime

It not like I’m running out of time

Takin’ everything is right

Just another thought I've found

Who’ll make me change my mind I know that what I've found is once in a lifetime..

yeah

And I know there's no way out,

Cause it's once in a lifetime

voice niya sing ganda nito.....

CRAZY FOR YOU

Sponge Cola
Swaying room as the music starts

Strangers making the most of the dark

Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air

Can't you feel the weight of my stare

You're so close but still a world away

What I'm dying to say, is that

Chorus:I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

It's all brand new,

you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart

I walk over to where you are

Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move

Every breath I'm deeper into you

Soon we two are standing still in time

If you read my mind,

you'll see

Chorus:I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

I'ts all brand new,

you'll feel it in my kiss

You'll feel it in my kiss because

I'm crazy for you

Touch me once and you'll know it's true

I never wanted anyone like this

I'ts all brand new,

you'll feel it in my kiss

I'm crazy for you,

crazy for you

Crazy for you,

crazy for you

It's all brand new,

I'm crazy for you

And you know it's true

I'm crazy,

crazy for you

end of 2nd sem...

2005-02-22T05:15:00.000-08:00

hay naku! malapit ng magend ang 2nd sem! malapit na rin ang bakasyon. makikita uli natin ung mga dati kaibigan natin. masaya siyempre. babalik na tayo sa kanya-kanya nating mga lugar kung saan tayo nagmula. ngunit may side din na nakakalungkot. kc naman, ung mga dati nating mga classmates ay magpapaalam na. ung mga iba naman, lilipat na ng titirhan. i mean, lilipat na ng mga boarding house. siyempre, nakakalungkot un di ba? noong minsan nga nagiyakan kaming magroomates eh. kc naman, mahigpit na ung bonding na nalikha namin, tapos bigla nalang na tgshk! ala na! magkakahiwahiwalay na kami. sad nga ba ang ending???

2005-01-06T05:37:00.000-08:00

TRAGIC REALITY

Before I was a child

Borne to live with innocence

Such enthusiasm, the feeling

of endless laughter

No sorrows, no pains

Cherished moments

Not knowing the entire reality

Blind to the truth

Now, the feelings I have

never felt before

Grew to linger in me

Sorrows and pains beginning

to know what is the

entire reality

A tear to shed

for an everlasting pain

Drifting into the waves of life

Tossing back and forth

I am lost...

Lost in the midst of darkness...

2005-01-06T04:53:00.000-08:00

State of Calamity

Last year, the outbreak of meningo coccemia was declared here in Baguio City. This news spread like a wildfire. The panic stricken parents begun to contact their children and kept on asking if they're ok. That's how they love us. Though they seem to show their care for us, we still tend to be carefree, not minding all their advices they are sharing to us. This panicking ended when at last they declared its gone.
But now, we are again experiencing its come back. The city was declared in State of Calamity, which again aggravated the occurring paranoia. Again, parents texted and even gave a ring to their children, urging them to take good care always, wear a surgical mask and drink vitamins. Some teenagers don't like and even quoted the ones wearing mask O.A. which we all know it means overacting. Well, I don't blame them. But, didn't they realize that YOU MUST EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED? Yes, it is transmitted through close contact but we can't tell the circumstances that may happen... There are many news about the death of persons who lived here. And the cause? Of course! Meningo Coccemia. But, we are not sure about these news. Maybe some are rumors and speculations, but some may be true.
Well, all we can do for now is to take good care for ourselves, have a balanced diet, never smoke and most of all, PRAY TO GOD! DON'T PANIC! Let's all hope that this would already end... HAVE FAITH!

2004-12-06T06:37:00.000-08:00

waiting for Heaven's Door To Open

A Step...

2004-12-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

A Step Towards a Lost Sanctuary

Deep into the ages long, long ago , when all of the living creatures started to traverse this world, Nature cared and nurtured these beings. Like a mother, she fed all of her offsprings which paved the way to their living existence within years and centuries, until now. Those were the years when our young Earth became a heavenly sanctuary for the human and animal race. A home that is sacred and holy which was founded by the four pillars of the elements of nature. Nature created and furnished the silhouette of man, a paragon endowed with great intellect and sensitivity.
But as time flies rapidly it seens that a radical change is occuring. Men, despite his great wisdom didn't realize that his heart for nature is turning into a stone, which is now being suffered by their grandchildren and great grandchildren. They depleted her natural resources for the sake of their own intentions.
We are their great grandchildren and we are the ones who are suffering the consequences of what our forefathers did. It is now then our responsibility to put back our sanctuary, a realm of paradise which it was once before.
Being a responsible child of Nature, it is our task to straighten up the crooked attitude of our society. But before we can do it, let us begin first within ourselves and of course, with simple things. One example is proper waste disposal which develops our discipline. Thus, molding us into a well rounded person. Then, proceed to our environment. If our forefathers devastated our trees, then somehow, we could restore them. It may take a long period of time for them to be strong and sturdy, but at least they do exist.
This may be a small deed but will make a great difference in our society. Our generation must spearhead a change so that it will serve as a springboard for the next generation to pursue our great mission. A mission which may be accomplished after decades, but at least, it makes a one big step towards the prevention of a catastrophe. It will help ease the anger of our mother. And if it would not be stopped, her anger would burst into a raging fury which may wreak havoc we would later regret....

Untitled

2004-12-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

Untitled

A rose as red as blood

Ere half the world unknown

Its petals, proliferating on a

golden rod

Bewitching beauty of life has shown

Farewell

2004-12-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

Farewell

The sudden farewell of a gem made

me cry

And the stealthy tears rolled on

my cheeks

As the ember of fire penetrated

my identity

The poignant yearning to her

I seek...

Pain

2004-12-06T01:23:00.000-08:00

Pain

I was born without a silver spoon in my mouth... I lived in destitute since I was young. I can see the four corners of our house penetrated by the shadow of loneliness...
I can say that my life during my childhood days weren't good. I can feel that gloom inside me... and its hard...
Seeing your father in bed in excruciating pain awakens the pang in me... My mother, feeble though she was, tried her best to make a living and make both ends meet. These bled my heart, and I knew their tribulations though I was young.
"Tatay... I wanted to hug you..." I told him in my sweet voice as I went near him...
"No.." he said in his feeble voice "You can't... You might be contaminated and I can't forgive myself." He said as he coughed so hard it was paining me.
"But..." I said in a soft but protesting tone.
"Don't be hard headed darling.. You know that I am doing this... because I love you" he said, tossing to his side as he coughed again..
"Tatay... I love you too..." I said as I fought back tears. Instead of hugging him, I touched his feet, and this somehow relieved the yearning..

Then, the day that we all dreaded came... He breathed his last...

This was all too hard for us, my nanay, my elder sister and I. That room became darker as usual. Even we were grieving, we still tried to move on. Poverty is too much to bear, and this added to our discomfort. But even though we are in this status, we still had our education...

Once, when I walked home, my steps heavy, our relative called me..
"Aida! Come and join us in our lunch!" they said...
I walked to their home eagerly for the stabbing pain in my stomach made me uncomfortable. But even I can smell the sweet aroma of the food, I still can't eat... My thoughts lingered with my nanay and ate...
"Why is your food remaining untouched?" said my aunt.
"I don't know. I just can't eat" I said, shrugging my shoulder.
"Ah.. I know... Maybe it's better if we will pack this viand so that you may share it with Aling Mila and your ate." she said as she is setting it..
My face was enlighted with gladness and said, "Thank you! How kind hearted you are!"

I hurried home eager to share the lunch with my family. I was so excited I started to run.
'At last.. my home!' I said to myself as the sight of our house dawned on me..
I opened the door with a loud bang! I was catching my breath and was exhausted..
I called "Nanay!".... no one answered
"Nanay! Where are you? I brought you and ate something!" I called.. but no one answered... I bulged in the door and to my horror, I found her frail body lying on the floor. I gasped, and rushed towards her. I shook her, trying to wake her up, but failed. I listened to her heartbeat, wanting for a single pump that will revive my hope.. But desperation enveloped me, and of course, sadness.. She was dead...

I cried silently feeling my whole strength leaving me. My heart ached with anguish until I became numb... I didn't realize the salty tears running down my cheeks. I shivered even though their was no wind. I felt the chill inside run down to my spine..

Then suddenly, reality dawns on me..

We were left alone in the middle of darkness.....